I'm feeling very stressed since my mind is going in many different directions. But let's just take this as a break from it all. Haha.

In approx 4 hrs I'll be off to Malaysia for 3 days mission trip. My first. Whee. I'm kinda insane at the moment. Yeah I'm hoping that this trip will do wonders for me. Really expecting alot from it. And expecting it to take alot from me too. haha.

I think I better finish packing...

I'm so happy I'm home today. Haha. Finally can rest after a long day.
Woke up at 8 to go for breakfast before going for Shirley's seed meet. Then after that NS seed meet. I realized I'm rather slow in terms of my outreach... again... when will this end... haiz... God help me...

Following lunch, went for service. Pastor Ben preached today about the working of God's strategy. Which was in a nut shell, what God puts us through to help us grow, individually and kingdom minded-ly. I know I might regret saying this in the near future, but I hope God gives me some purposeful discipline. I think I need it.

After service was the most trying time of the day. Haha. Collecting camp fees is not an easy thing to do. Especially when your group is like 40 plus people. Haha. Ended up with like $1000 plus dollars by the end of collection. If i were robbed then, whoever who did would have been really rich. Apparently my tiredness created muscle spasms around my eye again. Haha. Misunderstanding at the info counter.

After the collection rushed to join my sheep for third service. Was really hit by the sermon, which was on favouritism. It's a subtle sin, one that most people probably don't realized they have. But usually, most people will tend to have it. Since we always tend to be attracted to things we deem important. Trying to alienate people because they don't fit in with your thinking or style or character or whatever that you might use to compare others with you is not only a bad thing to do to the person. It's also dishonoring God and preventing the great commission from being completed. If you choose who you want to share the gospel to instead of letting God choose... then you're hindering the advance of the kingdom. I never really saw this as a problem before. But today, eh... I need to go repent... haha.

Bought 4 cds(avril, linkin park, planetshakers and gifted-a christian american idol cd) at the price of $53. Thanks to gift vouchers and membership discounts. Haha.

Found out quite a few things that I didn't know from a chat with the guy at trumpet praise. I've actually been quite upset that Melinda got kicked out of american idol when it's pretty obvious that she has vocals that's way over the other 2 contestants(I was hoping Blake would go). But I think that being kicked out now would have actually been a blessing to her. While I knew she was a back up singer, I didn't know what she backed up for... and today I found out that she was backing up for some christian singers. And from the videos of her going back to her hometown church(I didn't get to see it, this is second hand info) She's very rooted in her faith and with the recognition she got from american idol. But yet with the freedom from the binding of a recording contract. She can actually sing gospel if she wants to. And I'll definitely buy her cd. Haha. So this is one example of how God will give you what is good for you and His kingdom and not what YOU THINK is good. :)

Gotta go. Turf Club tomorrow. Haiz...

I actually dunno why I'm bloggin now.. sort of in a daze from lack of sleep. haha. But just to fill up a long untouched blog.

Went for Choir auditions(again), this time its centralized in church. So more tough. Haha. Super nervous. Hope I did well.

Paid for camp. Dunno why I paid full when i probably only can go 3 days. haiz.

That's about it. I'm kinda moody and dazy now. Sometimes emo happens to me very easily.

Wah. Very tired now. Woke up at 7 yesterday and all the way till 4 plus today... sian. haha.

Had COG rehearsal first. Didn't march at all cause of the rain. Must be God seeing how long my day will be. :)

Went for driving after that. Based of the number of times I mounted kerb today. I wonder when I will actually be able to drive. Maybe in 10 years. :(

Following which, date with my spiritual buddy. Lol. Met Alvin at dhoby ghaut after a long walk from Cineleisure. All the while looking at the beautifully clear sky and the white bright moon(gotta have something to entertain me right?) Then walk with him somemore to eat chicken rice and tau huay. Didn't eat the tau huay cause we ran out of time. So da bao tau huay zui instead. Then we walk all the way back to cineleisure. Lol. I realized ever since I known Alvin my leg muscles are getting more developed. Lol. Watched Spiderman 3. Such a nice show. I think the black suited spiderman is really really cool. and the goblin's new glider also very cool. Lol. Then after that walk back to dhoby ghaut(I forsee legs of steel). While Alvin derived biblical principles out of the movie. Took my first ever night rider home. So much cheaper than cabbing.
Came home at about 3. But can't sleep. Cause got to do some UA stuff. As a result I slept about 4.20.
But still, its worth it. a day with much accomplished(I think), and time spent with my favourite spiritual buddy. Very worth. I just hope I don't fall asleep during service.

Emo post. Haha.

I want to type alot... but I don't want to get anymore emo than I am now. So, summary. I have very very few very very close friends. I wish I have more. Cause it's just plain sad for me to find out that I actually can call so few people out for the sake of just going out. Or that people will just find time to talk to me without any other agenda in mind other than just spending time. Yeah. But I thank God for the very very few very very close friends that I have, they are the ones that keep me from going insane.

Central just got bigger with central north joining. Yay.

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Jeremiah 1:7-8
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