Wednesday, March 28, 2007
TIME: 4:01 PM
Yay! I'm 20. Although I dunno why I'm celebrating. Hah. Oh well. Meant to blog last night but fell asleep at like 830 -_-.
Spent the day with my SB at pulau ubin. Went cycling through quite a few side paths, some of which had real beautiful scenery while the others turned out to be adventures. Alvin decided that some horribly dense trail was cyclable which ended up with me carry my bike over tree roots. Then we ended up at some abandoned chalet that looked rather creepy and no visible way out except back, at least until we bashed through a few trees. Then found a well much like the one sadako climbed out from. Turns out the trail wasn't meant to be walked or cycled, since it ends up in a restricted area for the police. Lol. Got big dog there. But at least the nice policeman showed us the way out. Cycled a little more on main roads this time. But had to cut short cause it looked like it was going to rain. So decided to go back to mainland. Overall tiring but fun. Muddy but fun. Lol.
Going there is like going back into the 70's, very interesting. Doesn't look polluted and very few people. Sometimes it's almost like just the 2 of us there. Really enjoyed that place and the company. Next people want to go please call me too ok? Haha.
I tried to post some photos but it seems that my connection very weak now lar. So another time.
Gonna be on stage in choir this sat. Ah!
Monday, March 26, 2007
TIME: 7:48 PM
Just a few hours more and I'll be in a new era...haha.
Had a birthday celebration yesterday for yours truly during cg. Unfortunately I already knew what was coming beforehand because... er... nvm no gossip. I just knew lar. So therefore their surprise was spoilt, but not entirely. Haha. I didn't expect a birthday cake since they were already gonna start praying for me. But like I close my eyes and suddenly they start singing Happy Birthday again and open my eyes to a gorgeous chocolate fudge cake with strawberries- My favourite kind of cake. Got a really really big card. Think it's bigger than A4 size. Haha. Also something that I still have no name for, so I'm calling it the glass footprints which is actually a glass thing with the footprints story written on it- My favourite story. Felt very loved both by the cg and by God, cause they dunno these things were my favourite but yet they got it for me. Only show it's divine :)
Since I'm gonna be over the hill tomorrow(20 is old cause you ain't a teen no more) I decided that I cannot just pass this like any other birthday, I want to see my life have been changes for the better. Simply cause I've seen some changes recently around me that seem to be for the worse. But I know life transformation is impossible without God, yet it's hard to ask God for this since I have no idea what I want to change yet. So starting tomorrow, I'll be fasting for one meal a day(I really haven't decided which) for a week and pray that God will tell me what to change. And hope I stick to this fast. I really want to write more, but I don't want to get emo at the moment. Haha.
Didn't do much today, kinda wasted my time, but I hope my 11b will appear soon.
Friday, March 16, 2007
TIME: 11:29 AM
Long time never blog again. Been kinda busy doing nothing. haha. Actually supposed to be having parades... but I've been on mc for 2 days and resting for another 2. And today off. So I escaped a whole week of parade rehearsals. Whee. But then, I remain sick, which is not a good thing, for one thing most people can't hear me speak since my voice is working at like... 10% efficiency. Terrible throat. Oh well I hope I'm well by tomorrow.
Watched 300 with Alvin, it's a relatively nice show. Though the first half hour of the show was extremely not needed and er... very M18. Haha. But the values in the rest of the show was prominent. We both enjoyed it.
Here's a minor blessing God gave me today that reminded me that God gives us what we need and not what we want. Was actually on my way to camp already, intending to take a cab down. But waited quite a while and no cab came. Was getting late and I was praying, God God quick quick send me a cab, any cab. I even tried calling for a cab and held for 15mins to no avail. So I was like asking God why, I don't want to be late and sign extra. Anyway, took a bus down to sengkang hoping that there were more cabs there. The moment I reached sengkang, I received a call from Zhihui saying that today off no need to go work! So evidently God knew that I didn't need to go to camp and to prevent me from wasting money and time, He didn't answer my prayer for a cab, something that I wanted at that time. And gave me something I needed, no cab. Haha. Thanks God.
I passed BTT, one step closer towards driving.
Monday, March 05, 2007
TIME: 8:27 PM
I meant for this post to be a fiery one. One in which I will pour out every bit of flame I have within me. But turns out, I have no fire within me. All that's left, is blood that has been spilled from my hurts. And I'm gonna censor it now.
God, would You tell me what's happening to me? Am I being tested on this area in my life? Are You trying to tell me that something's not right? I wish You could just tell me now, if I was wrong, just tell me, I promise I'll change. But I can't take this anymore. Maybe I'm not relying on You enough. If so, would You please help me hold on to a faith that's so shaky. I don't need anymore hurt.
I watched dreamgirls today. Alone. Well I didn't start off the day thinking that I wanted to watch a movie alone, but oh well, at least I got my chance to do it and see how it feels like. The show was quite amazing in the vocal areas. Jenny Hudson and Beyonce are like today's powerhouses, amazing vocals. Plot... not so great, but its not boring, enough of a twist here and there to keep it interesting.
Think this post will be real short compared to the original one, but I guess it's a less spiteful post.