Sunday, October 29, 2006
TIME: 11:57 PM
Ok me recover from a one night long stomachache, slight fever and aching muscles, something that would have probably taken me weeks to heal from. So thanks to all who prayed for me. And most of all, thank You God for it's only by Your grace that I can heal this fast :)
Church camp is fast becoming a reality for me. With OCS dates fixed and no other parades popping out for band B, my leave gets closer and closer to being approved. Can't wait after attending only the first one and 2 halves after.
Went to a highly unspiritual place today.Not on my own accord of course. For some strange reason SAF bands agreeds to play at the Turf Club, so as an unfortunate NSF in band, got no choice, must go.
O levels' and A levels' here already, all the people taking them, jiayou ok? Just a bit more. Esp the NED ppl, dun make me stress for nothing. Haha! More importantly, do it for the glory of God.
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
TIME: 10:22 PM
I'm staring at the screen not knowing what to blog... Nothing really exciting happened leh. So i suppose a simple one will do for now.
Watched prestige yesterday. It's a sort of an ok show. Quite a deep plot, and somewhat by the edge of your seat kinda show, but all that flashbacks and the cloning thing sort of spoilt the whole thing, still think that the story couldn't continue without them. Oh well.
Think it's time to brush up more on my DotA skills... played rather badly today. If I didn't team up with seng kim probably do nothing but feed. So back to training.
I'm feeling bored.
Friday, October 20, 2006
TIME: 12:59 AM
Omega short and quick post.
Spent 2 very long hours at Health Promotion Board doing a rather sian project.
Then went to watch Death Note with some of the O lvl ppl. It's a MUST-watch. So cool. L and Light are so brilliant. Can't wait for the rest of the movie and the anime and the comics. Haha.
Tired. Sleep.
Monday, October 16, 2006
TIME: 12:14 AM
Central Vision Night last night was a powerful time. It's like God shining a light upon me. To show me the darkness of sin that still plagues me,some of which I didn't even know of. So lots to repent and much to change.
First and foremost, no more sub-standard Christianity. No more simply going for service and cg, then forgetting much of what was told to me. The vision of God must be lived out in my life, which is something that I still struggle to do. Gotta work to change my lifestyle, think thats the only way I can really see significant spiritual growth. Sleeping giant sleeps no more.
This phrase really got to me, " Be inspired, then perspire"(Ok it's was actually told to me in from another viewpoint, but gist is there lar) Can no longer simply desire to follow God after service but then lose steam along the week.
3 sheeps by end Jan, more than one person believes I can hit this goal, more importantly, I think God has given me this goal. So gotta stop slacking and really believe that He will give me what I need to hit it.
Really got alot more to repent lar, but more private stuff.
So anyway, just to lighten up the moment, a bit about my day. Woke up at 6 am and couldn't go back to sleep, probably coz my room got 4 extra ppl suddenly..haha... jk. So had breakfast with Alvin, Xueyong, Joseph and Cheng Xiang then went on to potong pasir for unit cg. Seriously wasn't really up for the idea of NS sports day. But oh well, wasn't that bad lar. Badminton is quite ok... aching muscles though. Overall it's a very tiring day. But at least I excercised... haha... but argh... brain dead liao.
Gd night!
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
TIME: 7:58 PM
Didn't go to work today, coughing too much to do anything anyway... and polyclinics are horrible... waited 2 and half hours before i left that place... and the receptionist was playing musical chimes... ok I'm venturing into the realms of whining... Anyway, got a day's mc... better than nothing. Spent the whole day sleeping, feeling soo much better now... except a bit bored...haha.
Proverbs 3: 5-6 - "Trust in the Lord will all your heart and lean not on your own understanding, in all of your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight."
Saturday, October 07, 2006
TIME: 11:35 PM
How amazing God is? How could I ever think that I could keep my fears from Him? How could I ever have doubted in His existence?
Today's NS vision meet was just amazing. I could really feel God move in it. There's no other reason for it. How else would Daniel know about my issues in evangelising when I told no one before. Yet when he prayed for me, he knew, or rather God knew everything. Was really touched by it. It's times like this when the presence of God is so tangible, so real. To want to not believe in Him is so impossible.
It's a really emotionally draining, but spiritually refreshing day. Haha. A day full of challenges as well. To overcome fear and sickness. To be a shepherd of 3 by Jan. And so much more. To tell the truth I AM frightened by all of them. But that's just me, and I'm not gonna rely on my limited and definitely very weak abilities to do all this. I'm gonna rely on God's limitless, almighty strength to carry me through. I have no idea what's gonna happen, maybe I'm not ready for it, maybe I am. But I know that whatever happens, as long as I keep faith in God, He will guide my way, and have the best plan for me. This is gonna be my prayer for faith.
When we work, we work. But when we pray, God works.
The haze is really bad now, think my cough is due to it. Ppl pls pray for me.