Sunday, February 26, 2006
TIME: 10:45 PM
Loooooonnnnggg time since I last posted huh?
I wouldn't have posted this week if it wasn't for the fact that i can now book in on tue morning thanks to my fever... finally...I get my attend C.
Only about a week left to pop and I will be finally away from the clutches of the ruthless mohawk company...ok not that bad...but its not a joyride either.
I passed IPPT and lots of other things already...which basically leaves me with lots of options for my next 1yrs and 10 months... I have OCS SISPEC MP MDC SAF band and the ever popular normal man in an active unit...thing is i am now of 2 minds...(split personality strikes again) I want to slack/pursue passion in band but yet at the same time something that jon tay said about how being an officer can better impact other ppl also strikes a chord in me... so i guess i have to leave this up to God and not worry...I worry too much sometimes.
A levels out this wed...again...must not worry...though its hard...
Moved on to the NS grp since last week...not much idea as to how to think about it yet... considering that i only attended one cg...besides it shouldn't matter which cg I go to or which service I attend...still being as resistant to change as i was in the past... there's definitely gonna have to be alot of acceptance i mus give... One things for sure...being that it was my first cg and possibly the best times I have in my life so far...I'm definitely going to miss the whole of north-east and NEE2...but as always in life...there's gonna have to be a time for each of us to move on onto different paths that God placed in our lives... each path to help us grow more in life and in faith...hopefully I will be able to better see this as time goes by.
Oh and my new shepherd Derrick happens to be sleeping 2 beds away frm me at camp and there may be a chance that we may get posted to the same unit or close by considering that we both got the mp interview and passed ippt... talk about 24/7... at least have shepherding shldnt be much of a prob.