Tuesday, November 30, 2004
TIME: 1:29 AM
Tune-in...whether its successful or not I would not know since I'm mainly stuck in a room auditioning people,which I might add...not bad for all.So basically that's about it for that...don't want to talk much about it.Band "camp" now...this is more interesting...haha...banner painting which I effectively avoided...just kidding...which I really could'nt join cause of the planning of night games.Well,the banners are nice,can't wait to see them up.Good Job Ppl!Cleaning up,was also fun,especially when one can play with the fire hose...haha.After that was dinner which I didn't eat since the whole thing was spicy chili spicy(hey spare a thought for those who doesn't have a cast iron stomach ok?)and then it was night games...which I planned...which was supposed to be more fun...but couldn't since there were so many lights on...but since most of the band members "seem" to enjoy it...I feel good too:).Finally the finale item of the whole loooooonnnngggg day...CAMPFIRE!!!Of coz....without the campfire....haha...but good job and using torches and lightsticks...shows innovation.So basically sang songs did cheers and dance(So glad I can at least remember slam dunk)Finally home sweet home for the band...but not for the exco.
I really don't know if I should put this up,but I figured hey!Let's face reality,stand up and face the music and all that sort of thing...in any case any violent objections will cause this thing to dissapear,and anyway no one visits my blog anyway.(Wow I can really stretch a sentence.)Anyway, here goes,the exco met erm....let's not mention names shall we?a few ppl,containing some previous exco members.What they said gave me some "food for thought"(which I actually have no idea to its meaning),BUT ANYWAY,what they said its true,and I hope the exco will see this and NOT kill me.We are not united,"not united enough"some might say,but I think we tend more to the "not united period"level.I know I know...we have already gone through this everytime,but really...are we truly doing something about it?I know I'm not,what they said I knew and I didn't do anything about it,for that I apologize,I promise to point out the problems I have seen in the future.And...I'm very slpy now...so erm....I'll continue this some other time....gd nite
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
TIME: 10:23 PM
Tune-in in less than a week away,likewise with bandfest and only about a week to the trip to san francisco, a variety of band activities is about to unfold,excitement fills my veins...but somehow I don't feel very worked up by it.I can't wait for the trip but yet...I can...this is so confusing.Maybe cause I'm currently in a state of dispassion to band(probably due to excessive band thoughts).I don't seem to have a life outside band...and that's sad,my friends mainly consist of band ppl,so day in day out its band band and more band.Or maybe it's the fact that I'm no longer enjoying band prac anymore,or rather trying very hard to enjoy it...too hard perhaps.I think its because I don't feel anything during band now..so I can't enjoy...sigh..Hopefully going on the trip would re-inspire me to get back into my passion before it dies and I end up hating band like I did 3 years ago...
This was supposed to be a happy post that turned to my disatisfaction with myself...
So...on a happier note,I LOOK FORWARD to bandfest cause I will get to meet new friends,and to san francisco cause its somewhere new,nothing to do with band,but i think its best that i don't think about band for awhile...
Also,currently helping Andrew to do up the bass part for his song...not very sucessfully..but i believe a miracle will happen when I heck care and write...that miracle will be that the notes just automatically correct itself..haha...lame....sigh
Tried something happy,but didn't work,guess its just not the time for me to be happy yet...
Quote:Music is nothing but an expression of the heart,if the heart is non-existent,the music is non-existent.(Either I came up with this quote myself or someone said it and I remembered it...who cares?)
Monday, November 15, 2004
TIME: 11:37 PM
What a fun day today is. At first supposed to go Sentosa as band outing,budden...so few people going...so...end up in PS:(.Oh well,its still fun lor. Went to watch movie with Lixin,YC,Ian,Tai and da ge.Watched "The Forgotten".Kind of the lame...but now whenever I see a vaccum cleaner I shall be reminded of the show(Go watch to find out what i mean;))Then after that went to arcade and wasted about $10 on games that I never win and $3 trying to get a major prize(MP3 Player wor!)After that go seek fong house...gambled and won $0.90!(What you expect with $0.05 bets...haha)Then went home at 10.
Overall not a bad day...rather enjoyable...just wish next time more people will come,then it will be more fun...
Finally...........I WANT TO GO SENTOSA!!!
Saturday, November 13, 2004
TIME: 10:46 PM
Welcome to the blog of the insane,the sadistic,the cruel,the evil,the one and only SHAUN!!!!
Ok! Lame starting...time to make this place my ranting arena.