Saturday, October 07, 2006
TIME: 11:35 PM
How amazing God is? How could I ever think that I could keep my fears from Him? How could I ever have doubted in His existence?
Today's NS vision meet was just amazing. I could really feel God move in it. There's no other reason for it. How else would Daniel know about my issues in evangelising when I told no one before. Yet when he prayed for me, he knew, or rather God knew everything. Was really touched by it. It's times like this when the presence of God is so tangible, so real. To want to not believe in Him is so impossible.
It's a really emotionally draining, but spiritually refreshing day. Haha. A day full of challenges as well. To overcome fear and sickness. To be a shepherd of 3 by Jan. And so much more. To tell the truth I AM frightened by all of them. But that's just me, and I'm not gonna rely on my limited and definitely very weak abilities to do all this. I'm gonna rely on God's limitless, almighty strength to carry me through. I have no idea what's gonna happen, maybe I'm not ready for it, maybe I am. But I know that whatever happens, as long as I keep faith in God, He will guide my way, and have the best plan for me. This is gonna be my prayer for faith.
When we work, we work. But when we pray, God works.
The haze is really bad now, think my cough is due to it. Ppl pls pray for me.