Monday, November 28, 2005
TIME: 10:25 PM
I bought my guitar today. Thanks to Rayson and Aquila for helping the ignorant choose. Its nice! Can't wait to perfect my non-existent skills.
Today was WFL(Know what you believe for me)Supposedly for believers of 1 year and above...which is so not me...but ok lar...relatively understood most of what was said... except for a few parts which seem to baffle most...so that's ok...
I feel ok whenever I have something to do... its always during free and easy that I feel like hell... its when theres no needed rule to interact that i never seem to integrate... well i've tried...and now... i've sort of given up... i've broken down so many times over this matter that i bet ppl who listen to my lamentations are also irritated by it... change brings no change...no change remains so... so i've decided not to change... if they dun want to do anything..i shall do nothing either... from now on...i shall only give help if ask...shall only interact if seeked...for i am tired of failing in this...
knowing me...i'll probably change my mind in hope...but i suppose its in vain since this is such a long time already...