Saturday, October 29, 2005
TIME: 12:43 AM
Well...almost a week since i din blog...and really dun feel like saying much....tired...haha...so end up the last blog....erm...let's just say RC fund is gonna be rich in the process of me trying to change myself... In hopes of not going to blow up in front of other people's face...yeah I'm a walking time bomb...haha...And I want to learn forgiveness from my shepherd,he has mastered it well...
anyway...the whole week was sort of routine....wake up go bcc study until 930 go home... sleep... I tried changing lar...but trying to jog alone in the morning is not working...for one thing i cant even get out of bed...haha...and well...the 10 bucks and below for meal thing is not working either... spent 13 on pasta mania for dinner today....7 times in 2 weeks?I'm broke...haha...
But today was quite bad lar...dunno why my mood quite sianz today....then cannot focus of studies at all...went home to sleep then go pm...then go back bcc...did 7 maths questions before i ended up on the way to freedy's house to play... started to learn bball...but i think im better off not playing any matches until i improve coz basically i still sux....and yeah...today was a sinful day considering how little i study...gonna repent when i finish this...haha.
Well...gotta figure out ways to get out of that problem before i either go broke... or end up becoming like my old self....i'm improving... but its taking so long...ahhh....sianz
as the year draws to a close and change will come...i gotta find someway to embrace it.