Thursday, October 06, 2005
TIME: 10:44 PM
As i said in that previous post...which was created quite a few days ago...couldn't blog coz of some page error. But thank God for those nice ppl in blogspot...haha...they helped me fix it...if not them...then its God already so still thank God! haha.
So my results for prelims are finalised. D chem E Bio O maths and C5 GP. I know its not good,in fact many people who found out my results asked what in the world I was doing?What does it look like?I'm slacking lar! Lol. Just joking. Its kinda hard for me to catch up on 2 years of work and i regret slacking last year...but then...move on lar. I still have a month. its not impossible to improve by at least 4 grades...as it is I can feel my foundation improving and i refuse to believe that prelims will be easier than A levels... Moreover, I have God's grace,and as long as I do my best can le. Somehow someway He will provide. Oh yeah, must thank God for my bio grade which was actually O(fail) but then they decided to moderate it to make it a pass so yay i passed 2 subjects.
This week had 2 caregroups...is that cool or what?Haha. one yesterday and one today coz quite alot of ppl couldnt make it then the rest went and not many so like had just mini caregrp and the real one today...lol. I'm really glad that God blessed me with bros who really listen to me lar... I think that His love shines through thru our acts. For someone like me who talks gibberish for a long time before getting to the point...it takes a great deal of patience doesnt it? haha anyway thank you Rayson Jon Clement for taking precious time off studying to listen to me do a sort of rant which I believe took no less than half hour each time. Most of all, the person i must thank at this time the most would of course definitely be my shepherd calvin lar.Though I dunno whether he actually has time to read my blog but i feel the need to blog this out lar.
Thank you for all the times you've spent with me in the past few months despite your busy schedule. Thank you for that bookmark which I really did want to treasure except that it got tangled up in the wash and my mom threw it away before I could salvage it.Thank you for alot of other things which if i really think and put it here it would fill the whole page and take ages to load for readers.Haha. But most of all,what I want to thank you for is your forgiveness of my inflicting hurt on you. Not many people in my life was ever able to that and its something that I definitely have to learn. I wanted to say something very formal and learned but then...that wouldn't exactly be what I actually want to say...so better write my own... God really blessed me when He sent me this shepherd of mine that as mushy as it sounds I've come to love and respect alot. and erm... well thats the main gist lar...anything else would just be reiteration of the past which I so do not want to go into except with God. haha.
Happy birthday
Gillian(5 oct)
Miss Mani(6 oct) she probably wun see this anyway....haha.