Tuesday, September 06, 2005
TIME: 12:27 AM
On and off these few weeks this problem has been holding me back...no more... this time I mean it, if its not solved after such a long time it will not be solved except through the Grace of God and that's exactly how I'm going to leave it. I will no longer let this problem stop me from giving my all to God, neither will I let it take control of my life. Even if it hurts.
Anyway on to much much more positive things(which I should do),today went kovan mac to mug,supposed to reach there at 10 ended up reaching there at 12...lol.Managed to solved a mathematical induction question that luke can't solve...feel so proud that I'm finally picking up on some maths topics...though vectors and series and alot still out of my reach... but one step at a time...lol. But there not very condusive... so think tomorrow must go back cheng san already...even if might get chased out...lol... add spice to life man.
Can't wait for thursday.I will learn so much that I never know about I think,and games should be fun and the concert should be awesome!
Back to the first issue, I really gonna forget about it.And if i forget to forget and end looking seriously down...someone please tell me move on ok? I'm not gonna waste anymore time that could be used to serve God to think about such depressing matters that can't be solved by me thinking about it...its entirely out of my control anyway... if it means losing something I've been coverting for the past few weeks...well...by coverting it means that it was never mine to begin with...so no more shall I be in want, for God is with me even if that isn't.
Maybe someone will be smart enough to know what I'm talking about...
ciao