I actually wanted to rant again,and not delete this time...that was about an hour ago,when I really felt hostile...now though...I guess I'm not in the mood for it.

Doesn't mean I wun blog...

I'm no longer seeing red like I was,being angry isn't me...no for too long anyway. I guess being rather introverted and practically emotionless half the time tends to make people forget about my existence. But it does not mean that I don't have feelings you know? Just because I surpress them so that you don't have to deal with them does not mean that you can just treat me like crap. And that's exactly how I feel at the moment. Practically my whole life is based on me trying to be sensitive to others,and then having others view me as unimportant. I'm always the one with the lower end of the stick,from my so called father to my sister. Now even the friends I thought I found are doing this. I'm not exactly asking for best friends or anything, but it would be nice if sometimes people give up some of their time to be with me... instead of me always waiting for people to ask or giving up MY time to accompany them. Friendship is a 2-way thing, and I'm really very tired of trying to accomodate them. Not to mention hurt because they basically forgot about me. This has happen so many freaking times in the past few months that I could,and I repeat could, almost get used to it.

Haiz...Not in the mood to write anymore. Don't even know why I'm writing this stupid crap. It's not like it's gonna change anything.

I wish I had a true friend
I wish I had the ability to forgive and forget
I wish my shepherd will stop neglecting
I wish I would stop feeling like this
I wish to lose my heart so that the pain would be gone

I can keep wishing...but I know they won't ever come true.

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Jeremiah 1:7-8
But the Lord said to me, " Do not say, 'I am only a child.' You must go to everyone I send you to and say whatever I command you. Do not be afraid of them, for I am with you and will rescue you," declares the Lord.

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DOB:27/03/87(big hint)
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