HIS Creation

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

TIME: 10:08 PM

I've lost my steam at studying...darn...just when I was really getting into it...lol...oh well I think I rested enough today since I didn't touch a single piece of work after sch...so tomorrow full steam again.

PE tomorrow...I think its gonna be dancing or something...while a little moronic to dance...its certainly better than some other activities that the pe dep can dreg up...so I'll take what I can and look forward to tomorrow...

It seems as though less than half of my class is going for the prom...darn...there goes having one last party with my class...oh well... 10 per table...wonder if we can even fill it up....hey...outsiders allowed...anyone interested?only 60 bucks for a 7-course meal u know...lol...maybe I won't go...esp since I sort of lost contact with my cat high band gang...so sad... I'll name them...but 13 seems quite alot to name...lol...so anyway...missed that fun time when we overnite at orchard after prom...that was the bestest...lol.

In AJ I made more friends no doubt,but thus fun none seem as close as the 13 of us then... probably too many people now...lol...

Prelims gonna start next week,I should be worried but I'm not...I'm more troubled by my mind heart and soul...and if you dunno what that means...don't ask me...I'm still trying to figure it out myself... :)

I wonder if the person I've been talking to actually cares about what I'm saying or if he even listens,sometimes I feel like I'm talking to a wall,hm.. ok not a good analogy,its more like hm... trying to cut through a diamond with butter,I try but I don't see the effect...wow...I wonder how I can actually make this kinds of analogies(analogys?) out of nowhere...anyway,I think its time to give up on this diamond and move on...why waste time?

anwyay I like this song...so I'm putting the lyrics up... not a happy song though,people not sad should not listen to it,people who are sad should,u might feel better.

Hear Me by Kelly Clarkson

Hear me, hear me
You gotta be out there
You gotta be somewhere
Wherever you are
I'm waiting
Cause there are these nights when
I sing myself to sleep
And I'm hoping my dreams bring you close to me
Are you listening
Hear me, I'm crying out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down, find me
I'm lost inside the crowd, it's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me
Can you hear me
I used to be scared of letting someone in
But it gets so lonely, being on my own
No one to talk to
No one to hold me
I'm not always strong
Oh, I need you here
Are you listening
Hear me, I'm crying out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down, find me
I'm lost inside the crowd, it's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me
I'm restless and wild
I fall but I try
I need someone to understand (can you hear me)
I'm lost in my thoughts
And baby, I fought for all that I've got
Can you hear me
Hear me, I'm crying out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down, find me
I'm lost inside the crowd, it's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you, to please
Hear me [4x]
Can you
Hear me [4x]
Can you hear me (oh, no)
Hear me [3x]

OK on to more positive things...like erm...Teacher's Day!!!erm...ok not so positive...lol.Feel like ponning,they shouldn't put teacher's day so close to prelims...maybe sometime like july would be nice...ah well...thats the way the system goes.In any case,I'll probably go...how can I not go for something to show appreciation to my teachers.So at this time its time to thanks the teachers.

Mrs Chai---Thanks for being our class PD tutor and Chem tutor, Thanks for being so patient with the few of us who never get the gist of chem(esp organic chem) easily.In the 1 1/2 yrs as our tutor,I've never seen you get angry at our class before,which is kind of hard since there are quite a number of us who are prone to being forgetful about tutorials and admin stuff.Me especially...lol...so thanks alot for being so patient with us.

Mrs Leow---Starting from the most superficial stuff...Thanks for the chocolates that you've given us everytime theres a special occasionlike youth day,first day back to school(I love the sugar coated almonds!) Your GP lessons have always been interesting(with the exception of timed practises...lol) because you made the discussion about different issues very interesting by inserting alot of your own experiences and made us think through of lot of other different perspectives.No I do not sleep during your lessons if I can't help it.You're also concerned with our holistic education and we really appreciate your efforts!You're a truly caring teacher.

Miss Tan---Thanks for being uber patient with me,esp since I normally don't hand up my tutorials and do very badly for tests.But you've never given up on me and continue to help me through many ways like remedials.I admit that I'm probably one of the worst pupils in class but I promise to work hard for A levels and get at least a B so as to show how good a teacher you are.Thanks alot for all you've done.

Miss Mani---I must say that you've made Biology a bit more interesting for me.Although at times you do get mad at us when we don't do our tutorials,but we know that you mean well and want us to achieve the best possible.Also,its always interesting to hear your stories about au gelare and the maid...lol...it really makes the lesson more interesting.Thanks alot for all the extra help you've given us to help us get good grades for bio...maybe you don't see it now,but you will when it comes to the A levels,thanks alot!

Mr Chan---Although I drop physics,I value some of the advice you've given me,like its not the end of the world if I take 3 subs but definitely will be if I can't cope with 4.In some ways you've let me see the light,so for that I thank you.

Mdm Han---Thanks you for your patience.Of all the subjects I've probably done the least work for Chinese,but not only did you not lecture me.You continued to give support and help to me.Your encouragement and advice made my obtaining an A1 possible.Thanks alot!

Ok I think thats about it.It's always nice to thank people for what they have done.makes me feel better when I'm down.The only problem is that i sometimes cant find the proper words to express my feelings...which is so sianz...lol...oh well.at least I've done this.

Time to sleep so I can get ready for the dancing and the timed practices tomorrow...sianz...lol...
Again wishing that person would really understand how I feel.

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Jeremiah 1:7-8
But the Lord said to me, " Do not say, 'I am only a child.' You must go to everyone I send you to and say whatever I command you. Do not be afraid of them, for I am with you and will rescue you," declares the Lord.

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Name:ShaunJeremiah
DOB:27/03/87(big hint)
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