HIS Creation

Monday, August 08, 2005

TIME: 12:48 AM

I'm physically a little exhausted but spiritually?I feel oh so revitalized...

This week like i said before...i think...is possibly one of my most down weeks...couple illness with stress and fear and so many other things...it's actually amazing that i'm still standing instead of collapsing...i got so down to the point that i almost said things that would spoil a whole lot of relationships and other things...
But thank God for my shepherd who spent so much time with me this week to help me through,really luv you :P. Thank God for service and the retreat yesterday that brought me spirits up a bit more...But most of all thank God for the festival of praise today that totally brought me back up(again its too early to tell) to my original spiritual level...I had began to forget how that feels.

Of coz in order to get to the good stuff you have to pay for it right?and since the concert is free...we had to pay for it in other ways... like going there at 4 when the thing starts at 7 so we can get good seats(which we didn't really) coz by then already a whole lot of ppl there. So we had to sit on the floor in the hot sun for approx 3 hrs...tried muggin a little...i got to know more about excretion...but after that no mood le...too hot...lol. So anyway by the time we entered...the small original grp consisting of me clement jon rayson martin shawn weilun peter grew to include luke alan and hua xiang...so since alot of ppl...got to book seats since so many ppl early come then can be inside le...anyway....6 plus went into the indoor stadium.

Its one thing to do praise and worship during service and a totally diff thing in indoor stadium with over 1000 ppl and 2 professional bands(hillsong and delirious?)I mean not that i dun like service but when u hav more ppl the atmosphere is always more charged not to mention further charging with the likes of darlene Zschech and more leading praise and worship...it was like wow!dynamite!they really know their stuff.But the main point of going to fop was spiritual uplift right?So that happened slightly after altar call and before the first worship song.God somehow impressed to me something that I have known but havent really listened to...its not good to keep too much bad things inside you without accounting either to God or to my shepherd or to anyone(preferably close ppl:))I guess it was really why I got so down in the first place.But after doing accounting to my shepherd and then today to God,it was like the floodgates opened and all that sorrowful stuff poured out and again I cried.And the best thing is that sinning and bottling up and whatever that i have done this week...(sin was that i said somethings to ppl that i shldnt really have said)God later touched me during the rest of the worship and then in praise to tell me that He's always there...then like WOW!!! IT WAS THEN THAT I REALLY REALLY FELT GOOD!!!although still coughing here and there lar...but I trust that God will make a way to remove it.Now i just pray that I will never ever forget that feeling.

So to end it all,I want to thank again my shepherd Cal:P and my careleader Jon:P,for being so patient with my down-ness..lol
And for today Rayson and Martin for"persuading" me to go for FOP.
And all the rest that went today for making it fun
And Hillsong and Delirious? and the other ppl that organised this
AND...
last but definitely the most important...
GOD for always being there for me even when I don't see Him.

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Come one come all! To the craziest ball!

.:God's Word:.

Jeremiah 1:7-8
But the Lord said to me, " Do not say, 'I am only a child.' You must go to everyone I send you to and say whatever I command you. Do not be afraid of them, for I am with you and will rescue you," declares the Lord.

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Name:ShaunJeremiah
DOB:27/03/87(big hint)
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