Thursday, August 25, 2005
TIME: 11:01 PM
I wonder if what I wrote today was read...or simply just chucked aside...possibly even into the rubbish bin...I suppose I shouldn't expect too much to come out of it...oh well...I really think I spent enough time over this matter...It's affecting my entire life which is so not good...whatever the outcome...whether it was read and taken seriously or treated as a joke...This is gonna be the absolute last time I'm going to care about this.I've waited long enough I think,it's time to move on. If its treated as a joke...well too bad then...I guess I made the wrong choice...
This week rather fruitless I must say...I think I spent more time sleeping than studying...but then again cannot blame me right?The teachers seem to want to drown us in timed practices...I practically died trying to complete my GP timed practice today...it was cold,the paper was long...and there were too many words to write...lol...hopefully there were less grammatical errors this time...
Tomorrow is the day I'm gonna put my words into action...I'm gonna be ultra enthu tomorrow...look out world...lol! If only I knew whether or not I can go for the prom...that would really make my day...I should probably bring the cash just in case...
Still stuck on yi shi de mei hao...I think I listened to it more than 200 times already...darn...addicted liao...ah...obsession...help!...lol...I think I just need another 50 times to get myself out of it...
"The times when we would play about,
The way we used to scream and shout
We never dreamed you'd go your own sweet way.
Look for the rainbow in every storm,
Find out for certain, loves gonna be there for you,
You'll always be someones baby
Goodbye my friend
I know you're gone, you said you're gone although I can still feel ya here
Its not the end
Gotta keep it strong before the pain turns into fear."
- Spice Girls -
"Earthyly friends may prove untrue, doubts and fears asail,
but one still loves and he cares for you. One who will not fail."
-Song "Jesus, never fails"