Wednesday, August 10, 2005
TIME: 1:45 AM
I guess this is the power and grace of God.
Just when you think that He has forsaken you and there's absolutely no one in this world who cares and you're just about to give up.He sends a whole lot of people who are willing to listen to you and let you talk through stuff.Ok so the people I half expected would be the ones to listen didn't...but who cares,what matters is that I've gotten things off my chest that I didn't know where to get rid of and I feel better.Not so good as to totally forget the whole thing,but at least I no longer feel like breaking down in tears like I did a few hours ago...
Thanks lots to Shawn and Nicholas and Martin,I'm really glad to know that you care and are willing to listen,just that you're a little late...lol.
So therefore,THANK GOD for Rayson,thank you for listening to me and for presevering in helping me through even when I was ready to bite your head off(figure of speech here).
Sometimes even when you're surrounded by darkness,a helping hand is all that's needed to push away the clouds and let the sun in.Even if the hand came from somewhere you did not expect and you were looking elsewhere for help,its still someone willing to help you and if you just accept it,you will be able to regain the light inside you.