HIS Creation

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

TIME: 11:50 PM

Short blog today....
Nothing much today,stayed at home mostly,aside frm a trip to the hospital to pick my mom.

Tomorrow gonna have a soccer game/muggin session instead of normal caregrp...i have no probs with the muggin...in fact i welcome the muggin...its the soccer im not so sure abt...talked to alot of ppl,and they all say,sometimes we need to change our character when the need arise...now im not against the idea of change...but im wondering if this is going tooo fast for a change,i used to hate soccer,actually still hate it....i fear it in fact,i dun really like the violence it tends to bring out in ppl,sure other sports are violent too,but considering how soccer is infinitely more popular than most others...it does tend to bring out the worst kind of violence...and er....ok nvm...i could go on ranting abt why i hate soccer for a long time...but me hating it is not the point,the point now is for me to change to like it...or at least tolerate it enough to be able to play without cringing...so now the question is...can i change and do i want to.
Theres no doubt that soccer is a big and favorite pastime for almost everyone,so if i dun get into it...there will always be a barrier that would seperate me frm them...and this aint exactly good for relationship building thing...so thats a point to change...but then...considering how apprehensive i am to soccer, would changing be sort of denying my ownself for the sake of others?Wouldn't that be akin to lying?To myself?
Cal quoted that"the only constant in this world is change"sometimes we do have to change,hard to but it will be for the better.Very logical...my mind agrees....too bad my heart doesn't...
Maybe its too soon maybe i need more time,or maybe a miracle will happen and i suddenly miraculously like soccer...but I guess theres no point avoiding tomorrow...just gonna have to trust that God will guide me to whatever path thats best for me...whether it be continuing with my dislike for soccer or a change to accepting and liking soccer.

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.:God's Word:.

Jeremiah 1:7-8
But the Lord said to me, " Do not say, 'I am only a child.' You must go to everyone I send you to and say whatever I command you. Do not be afraid of them, for I am with you and will rescue you," declares the Lord.

.:God's Creation:.

Name:ShaunJeremiah
DOB:27/03/87(big hint)
Reborn on:27/03/05
Baptised by the Spirit on:14/04/05
Baptised by water on:16/07/06
Church: Hope Church
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Loves: God, Jesus, Holy Spirit, My SB, My CGs(Past& Present), Singing, My instruments,Dark Chocolate, Air-con, My Mac, My ipod touch, my psp
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