Saturday, February 26, 2005
TIME: 11:06 PM
Well...just need to rant a little and relieve some boredom.
Yesterday:Bio SPA...haiz....never had a SPA that came down to so many different answers...1 t-test or 3?which limitation is correct?well freaking hell....who cares...if I had a choice I would go back in time and went arts...something I somehow seem to relate to better.
Survived PE again...yay.
Today:Had a somewhat unexpected exchange with HC band.The band was good,cannot deny the fact,though incomplete(only J2s and they are a small number),they put on quite and impressive performance for their choice piece,quite good...certainly better than us.But,at no offense to any HC peeps reading this,definitely not the best I heard.This of course could be attributed to the fact that well...they're still practising.But they and us...still got to work hard and fast to catch up with some other JCs...haiz.Well let's work for it,and really don't mind another exchange,always willing to make more friends,especially when we didn't even say a word to each other....
Last practice for JC1s before JAE,after that who knows whether you'll come back or not.But like Keni says,we don't care where you go so long as you're happy,so best of luck for your results!
Then went for lunch,which was somehow supposed to be a sort of band lunch i think?which ended up with some fluboes,sax,trumpets,and well...Ben Tan,Keni and Duan...who don't belong to any of those...haha.Kind of sad.Hc peeps wun join us,attributing to the no spoken word to each other phenomenon.Ah well,having Tai,Keni,Mr Leng and Mr Aw can liao...enough to keep us with our sides split ...heh.
Well supposed I'm gonna get yanagisawa(gosh did i spell this right?)992 alto,can some1 tell me if its really really worth it at about 4000 moolahs?Cause like,I play but I don't usually care about price.
I so depressed lately,lousy academics,bad playing,lousy physical state of being,exhausted mental state of being,wouldn't it be nice if I can just have that one week JC1s have as well.But since I can't,gonna concentrate on other things.Like converting my frustrations at some freaking idiots to some positive energy.So I in a fit of anger set this up.YAY!
Mon:Practice(fundamentals)<1>home
Tue:Band(Combined sectionals)<2-3>School
Wed:Practice(fundamentals and sectionals with whoever who wants it)<4>School
Thurs:Rest
Fri:Practice(fundamentals)<1>
Masterclass<2>School
Sat:Band(combined)<4>School
Sun:Rest/Practice(fundamentals/free for all)<1>
Hopefully doing all this is gonna get me to the standard I once was since I suck now.And hopefully I follow.And hopefully inspire others to follow(which probably wouldn't work since those that this will work on are already doing it and the rest...i guess couldn't really be bothered..and yes from now I'm gonna be a bastard in trying to get ppl to practice,even if they're gonna hate me and not talk to me).With luck this is gonna stop ppl from saying band has no seh and can't get gold.
Final thing,now that I think I know what I feel,how the hell to I express it.